I grew up in an alcoholic home both parents drink, but that wasn’t what brought me to Al-Anon. It was my husband’s alcoholism. After attending Al-Anon for awhile I started to see how much I really was affected by my parents’ drinking. I didn’t realize how much post traumatic stress it had caused me until I started Al-Anon. For me, I feel like me going to Al-Anon helped my husband find sobriety. He has been sober 4 years now, I continue to go to Al-Anon. I still have those character defects, if I stop working my program I will relapse… Read more »

I’m noticing that I’m unheard, no one hears me, noone can see what I’m writing, noone comprehends anything that I say. It’s hard to make improvements withthis happening.

Working in an environment where alcohol and gambling is present is having quite the effect on me. I was actually thinking of investing in the hotel business however the alcohol component is effecting me in a harsh way. I think I’ll stay away from investing in them and just working there. I hope to stay as part of the group till I make changes. Changes will happen I am a student, IRS just eventually.

I decided to join Al-Anon after seeing everyone around me drinking alcohol, gambling, and doing drugs. It’s a harsh reality to be in a place where no one shares the same values as I do.

I chose to join an Al-Anon meeting because it was recommended to me by my therapist. I am trying to come to terms with the fact that my father has a serious problem with alcohol. I always used to think that he only liked to party because he would say “I work hard and deserve a drink”. It wasn’t until I moved out, and he moved to a different state that I saw the lifestyle from an outside perspective. It made me feel guilty that I may have contributed to his problem by drinking with him or joining his parties.… Read more »

I’m trying to learn acceptance for the alcoholics in my life, including my mother and my 3 brothers. My two younger brothers are 40/early 40s and both are living with my older parents, who enable them. My parents are under a tremendous amount of stress trying to fix my brothers’ problems, which leads to my mom drinking and my dad feeling alone and sad. There’s not much time and energy left over to take care of themselves as a couple or individually, or to come see me and my family (out of state.) I am trying to learn that there… Read more »

Today is my 30th Al-Anon birthday. I can hardly believe it! I came here looking for the people of Al-Anon to confirm that I should divorce my alcoholic husband. When no one would tell me what to do, other than, “keep coming back,” I did just that. I found that the hour sitting in the room of Al-Anon was an hour that I didn’t worry about the chaos going on at home. Slowly, I began to hear that this program was for me. It wasn’t about getting him sober. Today I know that life continues to happen–hard times will come… Read more »

I have come because I am hopeful that there are ways to cope and possibly help my alcoholic mother and to be able to accept the fact that my partner drinks alcohol socially. I have a history of problem drinking and am 9 months clean and am occasionally tempted to go back to being a “social” drinker – though I don’t know if I have the ability to moderate my consumption and not use it as a coping mechanism as soon as I would decide to have it in my diet again. I read a lot about recovery and am… Read more »

I came because I realized that I have PTSD from growing up with alcoholic parents and it has caused me to become someone I can’t stand. I am bitter, critical and negative and I want to change this. I will stay because I believe this is a place of hope.

I came because I feel like my life is spinning out of control. My husband’s alcoholism, and my reactions to it are getting worse and worse. I feel like I’m just as sick as he is at this point. I want my sanity back. I’ve lost myself and I want ME back! I am staying because I am on my journey to recovery. I still have bad days, but now I have good days too. I am learning how to find myself again. Hearing other people who understand what I’m going through, have been where I am, have felt what… Read more »

I came because my life was unmanageable.  I stay because I have learned about powerlessness.  I came because I didn’t know what to do about my (alcoholic) father. I stay because the tools of this program help me get along better with my (alcoholic) mother. I came because I had difficulty accepting the things I could not change.  I stay because I found the courage to change myself.  I came because of my problems (Step 1).  I stay because there is a solution (Steps 2-12). I came seeking Recovery. I stay because I found a balance of Recovery with Unity and Service. When I came, I… Read more »

I came to Al-Anon to learn to get my husband to fly right. I had zero idea the program is about me. It took me about three months before I stopped thinking I missed the meeting where they told us how to shape him up. I remember at the first meeting I attended, someone shared “I am grateful to live in this beautiful town” and I thought “ok sister, let’s get to the point! what’s this got to do with the problem at hand?” Well, it turns out: plenty. It kind of is the point isn’t it? To focus on… Read more »

I initially considered Al-Anon because of a past relationship with a person I believed was an alcoholic (based on them not being emotionally available). Years later I realized they weren’t an alcoholic. I attended my first meeting to meet the ex of a friend. I thought that person could be my next relationship. We never met. Working the Al-Anon program made it possible for my marriage to be healthy and authentic. I stayed because the principles of the program teach me how to live differently and have “contentment and even happiness” during good times and difficult times. “We come to… Read more »

I came to Al-Anon because I have learned how my mom and dad’s drinking is affecting my romantic relationships and I want to learn more on how to take care of me.

I came into Al-Anon my ex best friend and soulmate was an alcoholic. It was very painful. Through Al-Anon I had learned how to be strong and to live my life without letting his disease affect me.

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HOPE is powerful and it was a concept that I couldn’t relate to. In desperation and fear, I walked into my first spiritual meeting and that was almost twenty years ago and I haven’t stopped since then. It took about four years of spiritual guidance from Program literature, member shares and Sponsor influence until my resistance to even consider feeling hopeful about my future was possible. The transformation started gradually once I witnessed how other group members began to heal spiritually in addition to having my feelings, thoughts and behavior validated by my group members. For YEARS I felt remorse… Read more »

I came to Al-Anon in May 2005 because I wanted to know how to get my husband to stop drinking alcohol. I was full of anger and resentment that he simply would not do what I knew was best! I thought alcoholism was a moral weakness, and it showed a lack of willpower and poor character. I tried giving him ultimatums, going to marriage counseling and threatened to leave him if he did not stop. Eventually, I had to take a break or I was going to say or do something I could never take back. I learned quickly that… Read more »

I came because I help people everyday in my profession and come home to a house full of lies and chaos. I came because I don’t feel like me anymore. I came because I have not been living a true life, as the alcoholism and addiction in those closest to me has ruled every day of my life for many years. I came because I have isolated myself for thousands of days, trying to manage the unmanageable on my own. I came because I am desperate for freedom in my heart. I have only been to one meeting so far,… Read more »

I came because I was raised in a home with alcoholic mother and now have a son wrestling with this disease. Years ago, with my mother, we didn’t know how to handle the disease. Al-Anon has saved me by helping me to understand the disease and bring me to sanity. Three years into my recovery (and my son’s recovery) I am leading meetings and helping others! Al-Anon is my family. We understand each other and support each other.